anxiety

November 9, 2006

i have severe anxiety about the next 2 months.  i have to pull off A’s in classes with post-docs, phd students, and fellows; submit stellar grad apps for doctoral programs; and make myself believe that just maintaining status quo at work is enough. 

i can’t wait until february, but can’t help but think that if i don’t get in to a doctoral program… then what?  what’s all the rush rush for?  did i learn from undergrad… guess not.

promising myself (and for cyberspace to witness) that i will not work during my phd.  i won’t.

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